The Times They Are A-Changing

I'm at my bookstore job, and I'm not too sure if I am even allowed to be writing, but I have a lot of things going through my mind as of late.

My grandfather went into the hospital today. I came over to do some errands for them and the doctor is there. Surprise! He comes outside and tells me that they are going to call an ambulance. What was wrong is that a rash under his skin has been spreading up his right arm and it's been making him itch like mad. I called my mother, my aunt, my cousin, and my sister to tell them what was going on. My grandmother is alone at the house, and I'm quite worried about her. I'm actually worried about both of them.

My sister is pregnant again. She's 11 weeks into her pregnancy. After I graduate from school this next semester I have decided that I am going to move out of state. To Boston, MA or to Greensboro, NC. Why those places? Boston for graduate school and Greensboro because of graduate school... and Scott. Scott and I have been talking a lot lately and I have a feeling something really awesome is going to come from this. He's graduating from his Master's program this fall, and then he is going to move as well... so why not move together? I have been told not to get my hopes up, but I always do.

I've going on vacation to NH August 8th through the 14th. On the 7th of August I'm getting a tattoo on my ribs on my right side. It's going to be quite a massive and brutal tattoo, but it needs to be done. I also have auburn hair now. I think there's a rave that Friday as well (the 7th) but I don't know if I'll go or not... Cannibal Corpse is also going to be in town soon, which means I am going to go see them. If they play I Will Kill You I might just kill somebody.

Very tired, but I think I'm gonna try and do some reading. This Independent Study isn't going too well yet because I've been so busy working 40+ hour work weeks. I wish I could have summers again, but I haven't had a summer since '06.

It's way too quiet in here. It's the cusp between when everyone is leaving for home, before everyone returns for classes and such. There's an Open Mic night tonight as well, which means I get to judge poetry. I honestly haven't written anything since my last post. I've just been way too busy. I could go on and rant again, but I did that earlier with Scott over the phone. My phone bill is going to be way over my limit most likely because not only is he not on Verizon, but he is also long distance. Shit.

It's 5:30. Time for dinner. I should try to do some reading as well.